Clarification:

Apparently by saying, "I think I'm going back to the old colors. This blue, blue...." I meant something along the lines of, "Blue sucks, Green is better."

::nod::

I think I'm going back to the old colors. This blue, blue, blue, on blue layout doesn't work.

My apologies for the incohesive transition.

Thankful Thursday

Seeing as it's been a week since I have posted last, I feel it's only appropriate to post what I am thankful for...

1. Talking with long lost friends!! I love you Martha!
2. Having a wonderful boyfriend, he brought his xbox downstairs so he could sit right next to me because my internet doesn't work upstairs. :)
3. Sunshine.
4. Vince. He is by far the most amazing creature I have ever known. Such a good dog. Thanks for loving me back boy.
5. And Jubs, always good for a laugh, because he's not really a dog, he's a dust mop.

Thankful Thursday

Inspired by the beautiful Taryn herself-

I am thankful for:
1. Those who understand me (or try).
2. Living ten minutes from the dog beach.
3. Having a wonderfully gregarious three year old.
4. Sunshine.
5. Our Yamaha R6.
6. My job interview tomorrow at 3pm!!!

Useless

Man, being jobless totally blows. No joke- it sucks.

At first, it's like, "Hey! Cool! Sleep in, throw some applications around, do some resume refining..." so on and so forth. Well, I have done all that. I kid you not in combination of online applying (which is worthless), running into places, or thankfully have references I have applied to almost FORTY places. FORTY!! All claiming to be NOW HIRING.

Their signs or ads should read, "We REALLY need someone, but it'll be about three weeks before we get around to calling you, so APPLY TODAY!"


Jerks.

::sigh:: Alright, it's really not that bad. I just get frustrated. As I am sure you can understand. Let's just cross our fingers and hope something comes up, fast.... please.....

I must admit...

...I'm proud of you, for whatever reason. I have an idea of how you feel about me, but yet I have always loved you. If you dislike (or don't respect) me- so be it. Even so, you may believe this is something for attention, but know- you ARE amazing. You ARE beautiful.... and I think it's super effing awesome you did the Naked Bike Ride last weekend. Mad props.

The Place

Matt and I have found a place to live! OMG what?


Anyway, we were in a flurry because it was almost impossible to find a place that's not an apartment... let alone a place without a deposit and doesn't care about dogs.

Well, fortune smiled upon us! Of course- it always does. A couple of folks I knew from Disney had a master room open up and guess what, they are all for the dogs and don't need a deposit!! Woohoo.

When we first saw the place it was VERY dirty! The shower alone was really gross and the kitchen was in shambles. We both knew it was our best option and really had no other choice (unless we wanted to stay in an RV, which wasn't awful by any means but certainly not something easy to maneuver around in with two puppies.). I know myself- and I know Matt- so we decided to take it.

We moved our stuff in yesterday and Monday. It's still in a pile in the middle of the room, but it's a start.

Last night, one of the roommates that was out of town when we saw the place, cleaned the kitchen. It's a million times better!! Our bathroom was also sorta cleaned. Hehe. I took a vacuum to EVERY crevice I could find and I still have some more to do but I am unmotivated right now. I have even scrubbed the bathroom floor and have plans of my own for the shower. I want this place clean enough for Trev to come and visit. I know it will be. The guys like it clean, they just need someone to start the process and then they help it move along (so I have noticed).

In other news Matt's out of town until Sunday. He's going to miss Trevor's birthday party which sucks, but he'll get to go to his little brother's party instead. Happy birthday Glenn(jamin)!

This will be our first time apart since we've been together (I know, I know wah-wah-boo-hoo-get-over-it), and I miss him like crazy already. We're magnets for each other. I haven't been as drawn to someone, not blood related, as I am him.

Hopefully I can clear my head enough to get some work done. I am hoping one of my friends will want to hang out or something (but they'll have to come to me, I have no gas money until Friday hehe).

As far as job hunting goes- it sucks. 90% of the places make me apply online. My resume isn't anything fancy. It's me that gets the jobs, not words on a screen or paper. I know that everything will work out as it should. I have a job opportunity (thankyou Brandon) in Corona but it's FORTY miles away from here. I literally just CAN'T do it.

I'm actually hoping for Disney again. I loved that job except for all the BS from management and the other people working there. I have grown up a great deal since I have worked there *gasp, really?* and I think things will work out. Plus I am in the best shape I have been in thanks to my winter extravaganzas.

Trevor's birthday is on the 16th!! He is going to be THREE! I am so proud of the little boy Trevor is. He is brilliant, and full of love. He is always forgiving. His memory is spectacular. He never wants me to leave so I know he still loves me no matter what. We'll work something out where I can have him over more, or see him more- just me and him. I know things in Alaska didn't work out for a reason. That reason? Trevor. Or at least that's what I think the reason is. It makes sense, but we can't really tell can we?

Gosh, life is amazing. Embrace it. Grow. Learn. Live. Love. Respect. Treasure. Most of all though? Be Happy.