This Is The End

Well I guess it's official, no one from my family texted or called me yesterday....and I didn't call or text my family.

To be honest I didn't call or text anyone except my son, and only said a small little blurp about being thankful on Facebook.

Things are tough. We all have our stories, and sometimes life for others is harder than yours... But... A BIG but... Sometimes it feels like you're working toward a happiness that will never exist.  The holidays have continued to be a disappointment, full of sadness, regret, and definitely (for lack of a better word) crappy.

What is going on? What is happening?

If any of you have words of wisdom, positive enthusiasm, or the like please feel free to share, hopefully it'll help.

Hope. Ha.

The other night it was pouring rain, by California terms at least, and I sat on the bus alone. Music beat in my ears as I watched the street lights glide by, putting me in a relaxed state of mind. Then, as perfect as it could be, the empty bus approached my stop and the words, "This is the end... My only friend, the end..." danced through my ear drums. Gotta love simple little coincidences. Thanks Jim, your voice can do no harm.... Well...