Dear ,

I taught Trevor how to ride his bike today, with training wheels. An amazing bonding experience, a good lesson in patience, and pretty much one of the most amazing things I've done with my life.  I feel it now...

Purpose.

Sincerely,
Vi

Oh my gosh, I have a blog don't I?

Sheesh... See what happens when life is good? I mean, really good?

The writing stops almost all together, and it's most likely because words are my outlet.

My apologies for being so relaxed with my updates.  Tons of wonderful things are happening in life and I suppose I've been a bit wrapped up in my beautiful life.  Can't blame me, right? Hope so :)

Wishing you all well, my readers, and thanks for sticking by even though I haven't been regularly posting.

Much love!
Vi.

I am not a magician
I am magic

I am not a musician
I am music

Things are we,
We are not.

Essence are we,
Be not forgot.

Be prepared for some new great entries! There has been a heap of ideas brewing and I'm so excited to share current adventures!

Stay tuned! Aaaand... Sorry it's been a while since I've written.  No news is good news, right?

Ta Ta for now my dear readers, thank you for stopping by.

Vi

Winds of Change

Oh hello there.

Season greetings and all that. How was your holiday season? Can't say mine was too bad, but I'm thankful it's almost over.

There's an approaching change coming that I fully believe will settle my restless heart and spirit (if only just a little). No guarantees, but then again life doesn't offer those, so I'll just take what I can get.

Do you ever wake up in the morning and wonder, "Wow. How in the world did I survive all that?"

I don't.

But that's because I KNOW how. See? Tricked you a little there, didn't I?

The key is to stay positive and remain calm. Easier said than done I'm afraid, but nevertheless in the end the actions pay off. Big time.

Do not give up. Do not play the victim. The world, the universe, is filled with generosity of all shapes and sizes- simply accept that, and you'll see what I mean.

On that note, I'm not telling you to be a beggar. Unless you want to beg... There might be luck in that. I've never tried.

Ah, sorry... Anyway...

Don't play the victim. I whined and complained about my experiences in the last few weeks and all that only got worse. I attempted to quiet my temper but it was boiled up to the point of spill over.

Then...

There was my boyfriend.

Thank the universe for him! He kept his head level, his frustration out of it, and his irritation with the whole situation at bay. His undeniable strength saved the day (or in this case saved the month and $800 Hehe).

A lesson learned, though I believe I did my best at the time.

It's all we really can do.  Try our best.

Go out and smile, live life like there is endless love (well, because it's true!) and when things get a little rough...or a lot... Breathe and face it. Stay positive.

We each fight our own battles, and we each have allies.

Happy New Year you guys. Thanks for stopping by and sharing some time with me.

Sincerely,
Vi

Please excuse my last post. I feel better now.

It is times like these I become ever more grateful for dear friends, amazing loved ones, and good karma.

Seriously though, this has been a turbulent 24 hours.  I can't wait for some peace! Goozfwabah!

Evicted by Liars

Ah, misunderstandings. They can be fun, can't they?

Especially when they occur between honest people & liars.

Pretty much means it doesn't matter what valid points you have, or facts, it's not going to work out to benefit anyone.

Needless to say "you suck".

The next two weeks hold anxiety & I'm sure a fair amount of dirty trash talking & sabotage.  I can promise one thing: it won't be from us.

You, evil roommates, will get your karma. You will get it hard & slow, & we won't be around to blame for your terrible lives.  We will fight for our rights no matter what horrid things you wish to accuse us of (for example animal abuse & child harassment).

Please forgive my forthrightness, but: SCREW YOU TONY, IRENE, & RAILEEN.

Wow, I said it. Generally I like to take a deep breath and look on the bright side before setting anything in stone (or in this case glorified 1's & 0's) but here I am, unable to contain my frustration & hurt.

Our integrity is a value we hold most dear. We are trying our best to be GOOD people. No one deserves to be accused of ugly things, especially when there is no proof- just word vs. word.  And not to say that every 11 year old girl is a liar, but this particular gem definitely embellished to make us look bad, especially my "husband". Why should we care if this girl has no friends, spends all of her free time making a huge mess in the kitchen or on her butt, on the torn up couch playing video games rated M featuring violence, sex & cussing? Because she lies about us to her parents who eat up every single little word like she is an angel. I'm pretty sure she hates us because she hasn't been able to wrap us around her fat little finger like she has her parents.

Ah, it is what it is and it's a load of bull hoaky. We will be out of there soon enough, in the meantime I really hope they keep their mouths to themselves as we shall do the same. We've been quiet, respectable of their space & belongings, but no more. You said you want us to respect your house? Well we paid for our portion of the house & what goes around comes around, so be prepared.