On occasion, it becomes painfully obvious how much I miss family.

Thankfully, I'm still in touch with my brother and sister.

But really, gosh really... I just... miss... family.
Gatherings, parties, stories, games, movie nights... ::tear::

I am fortunate to have many who love me. Many are others' family, and it's really awesome to be a part of their love... but when it comes down to it- I really miss my family.





::sigh::

I know what you mean. She is fairly lost in a world full of confusion dancing like the soul inside her is infusing itself with frustration and anger no good she says no good.

Apparently

...Well, I guess freewriting is only entertaining for about two lines and then it's boring. Nobody understands or cares what's going on in your head, half (or more) of the time. So what, what should someone do who wishes to provide worth while reading material?


Try.

That someone should try, and think, and rewrite, and include, and blah blah blah.

I will try to write something worth reading in the near future. I've got a pretty stellar idea idea for short story. Just gotta start it.

This is Why!

This is why I love the sky
Painted blue, with red orange and white
Dotted with cotton swabs, and balls and things
Gathering speed in the windy windy ease
a breath of fresh air like none can compare
Open you eyes and take in the why's
The why's I love this place
The why's I love this guy
The why's I know true natural grace
Like snow, rock, green, and being
A part of this mountain in spirit and glide
through the trees on a trippy ride
happily passing to and fro
listening to heaven and seeing its face
feeling like nothing matters at all
That's Park City, after all.

(freewrite, March 31st, 2010....)

Silent Sunday

Freewrites, this new year:

A look around
Take me down down to the outer world town
Hearing bits of my soul yell back at me
"Can't you see I'm living free!?"
Happy is hard to come by sometimes
NotUnderstanding how we barely make it through
Most likely the trick is something
....Very easy to do.

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Find yourself lost amongst the storms?
Hold Strong
You're connected forever to the clouds.
Above it all you can rest.
Above it all you can do your best.

Stay High
above it all.

Who needs the ground when the sky is where your soul is found?

Truly, with as much as I am moving I feel fine and still.
My mind is settled and my heart beats steady.

Truly, I am at peace within myself and it feels amazing to be so.
One should try this.

I feel as though my entire world has flipped itself into perfection (or close enough thereto).
I am rearranging my thoughts, listening to my heart, letting go of fear, and embracing change-

Life
Is
Good.

Cheers,
Virginia