One must be still.
One must scream from time to time.
One must seek shelter in the middle of a storm.
One must let go.
One must accept.
One must understand everything will be OK.
One must be level headed.
One must be still.
(A little mantra before I lose my mind. It's been a pretty heavy few days... and taking a lot of effort not to completely lose it. Have you ever sat on the edge of your bed, staring at the negative space between the fibers in your carpet, perfectly still and thinking of absolutely nothing? Have you ever been an empty shell, devoid of everything? Have you ever felt as though your soul no longer resides in your body and it's pretty much not worth moving at all?)
Yeah, I have.
ReplyDeleteBeen there, felt that, experienced it.
But then I realize I'm thinking about nothing and try to understand what that means and I stop thinking about nothing and staring at it (the nothingness).