Wednesday, January 20, 2010


I am off to see Trevor tomorrow. A lot of really amazing things are going to happen this week. I can tell.

Monday, January 18, 2010

Here it Comes

The big anticipation.

I am leaving for CA to be with my baby boy Trevor on Thursday. It's been far too long since I've held him in my arms or played on the floor with the beautiful creature I call my son.

Seriously... the 21st-28th will be epic. Will be fantastic. I am so excited to be a Mommy again, for real. I'm sorry I'm not always there for you in person, Trevor, but you have an amazing Daddy! I have no doubt in my mind things will be as they should in our little, broken, family. Even though something is broken doesn't mean it can't work, right?

I love you Trevor! I will see you soon! YIPPEE!!!!!!

Sunday, January 17, 2010


Oh, to revert.

Once warm, now cold.
Once talk, now listen.

Once act, now wait.


The way life changes as years pass by is astonishing. Reflections of bad choices, good choices, and great choices.

I have been writing plenty, just on paper. I've written four real letters to assorted friends and... honestly haven't received a response yet. My latest was sent last week so I certainly feel I will get a response from it. ;) Truly a dying art form- the letter. Tell me, how happy do you get when you receive an envelope in the mail that doesn't contain a bill (or junk mail!)?

I move to bring back letters.

I would love to have a legit ::McHammerDance:: pen pal. Sending 3x5 photos and everything. Anyone with me?


Thank you to anyone out there reading through this and spending a few moments with "me".

Two of my New Year's Resolutions:
...Keep Rock/Paper/Scissors going strong
...Create something every few days


Thanks again for stopping by- let me know if you want to be my pen pal :D